how it feels like?
uhm.
first of all, my instinct to reproduce increasing like cray-cray ROFL
I even dreamed about getting pregnant yesterday, maybe I spent too much time on the Sims 4 aka my alternative universe.
but I had this big trust issue being in a relationship til now.
and also, I got sick a week before turned 30, which makes me realize that I need to be as santuy as possible
we bare bear minimum.