today is 20th of September, 2016. 20th always be something for me, for blogging and writing. I mean, I started writing diary on April 20th, 2003. I started blogging on April 20th, 2007. Just that, nothing more about 20th. The last time i published a post in here was on June 19th, which nearly the 20th. Pardon of the silly ice-breaker. I have nothing to share about. Actually I have some.
First of all, I felt so bad for not published new post for 3 months. I was busy on the last one month tho, but not the other two months. It just like, I got writer's block, or may I call it, blogger's block. I have many ideas to share about, but I just got lazy and didn't got a mood so yeah.
The funny thing is, that busy month on last month, was the crucial month for me. I got anxiety attack and leads to depressed syndrome. I cried all the time, I didn't have any energy to do anything, and I even had suicidal thoughts. But at least for now I already went through it so don't worry. I am quite okay right now :)
Those rough times really helped me and got me some experiences and life lessons. Early adulthood years is really-really-really fascinating. I mean, we have some ups and downs, and we should get through all of them. I will survive and stayin' alive! :D
Sorry for these sick grammars. Nobody gonna reads this thing tho. Bye!
