jaga kos

 kinda relieved I got 5 days off (which was over alr sigh)

(kudos to wawu & ko swensi)

Now that it's March

one week to go to my birthday.

I wish I could forget the day, but I will never do that.

These last 2 months were totally rough for me personally.

5 days of taking off from work were such a little "treat" I guess

And also, me thinking to go to residency, is such a big deal.

1. my free spirited spirit is gonna be gone like obviously

2. tbh now is good, minus the night shift. 

3. sebenernya intinya yg penting diterima dulu (amin)

so yea

Dad would be happy to know his silly daughter already made up my mind alias akhirnya woy

but mee still thinking again, about, this biggest deal in my life (mulai lagi kan)

*LAST POST OF BEING 32 YO

besok tanggal cantip

 bulan ini, kalo mo inget-inget hal yang menyenangkan, keknya cuma bisa diitung dengan jari.

1. potong rambut, udah niat dari tanggal 1 tapi akhirnya bisa direalisasikan sekarang

2. ACLS (part II), seumur idup gabakal pernah lupa cek nadi anymore hehe

3. MOSSERY NOTEBOOK!hampir lupa weh

cuma ini:') sisanya huru-hara, mulai dari w jaga rangkap udah kek superwoman padahal mah dying inside, nangis mulu hampir tiap hari, tiap operan jaga menguji kesabaranku yg setipis tisu ini, pokoknya not recommended, bintang satu~~~

tapi balik lagi, aku bisa hidup sehat walafiat, masih bisa kerja menghasilkan uang, dan terutama mama sehat-sehat, aku udah senang banget. aku bertahan sekarang cuma karena beliau aja<33

The first 5 days in 2026 make me realize that:

1. You should stand for yourself.

2. Don't trust anyone.

3. Shit happens.