in a mood to write.
so, what is life?
for me, life is waking up in the early morning, going to work, returning home, and sleeping.
I'm a 29-year-old GP in a private hospital ten minutes from my house. I realized this is my calling after my dad's death almost two years ago. many obstacles happened, I complained a lot, but survive!
And of course, there are tons to learn, like, it'll never end. what a life. fascinating, though.
so, I just celebrated my 29th birthday, by having a night shift.
I didn't sleep at all, I learned that adulthood is even harder but fun (well).
But I'm trying to create a little bit of small happiness so I could stand still for the rest of my life
(at least for now)
nobody reads this blog.
so why bother.
I will make an annual recap of 2021.
1. Grief. Obviously.
2. Love. Didn't work, again.
3. Werk. It hard.
I was depressed before dad's death. All I was thinking was I better off dead. It changed when he died.
And now, the light starts to dim.
The only reason to keep going is my mom.
So, I will live the day as it should.
