how to forget the date. and a lil bit contemplation

i wonder, on the casual day, i could easily forget the date. not "date date", but "calendar date".


but it never happened on my birthday. no matter how busy i am, i always remember my birthday. it kind of a tiny habit since i was a kid.

i know, this is not good. birthday is a special day which i should be thankful for everything because i am still alive and even still remember my birthday properly.


when i grew up, birthday is a day which i was waiting for. but not for these years. i mean, since i turned twenty, i am no longer too excited about my birthday. but i'm still proud of my birthday date tho. the number is awesome, so do the month. maybe that's the reason why i will never forget my birthday huh.


what i want on my new age soon is, i will still able to live. literally live. that's all.
uhm, not just live. but live. live the life.

you know, being twenty something always give me chill. i always ponder about my future career, thinking that if my current path is right or not. always wanted to run, choose another but trully deep dream job. but, i never had any courage to do that. beside, i think being a physician (well, i'm still a medical student tho. 5 years ahead to go) maybe hard for me, but it has something special once we succeed. it called humanity. and it's beautiful.


*p.s: found bakso tusuk kuah kacang pinggir jalan yesterday, after few weeks craving for it. geez, best feeling ever. how weird i am huh.