2017, first blogger ever, poor sun bears in bandung zoo

hello. this is my first post in 2017. coincidentally today is January 20th. it means today is the third month before my blog's 10 years anniversary!

I mean, I've never thinking to be still doing blogging till now. Well, I know I really like writing, but I usually get bored so easily, so I really don't know why I'm still doing this.

Ten years ago, I was 14. I was so clueless about this world, this life, including internet world. But I used to really-really happy that day. I have so many wild dreams to be achieved, which is failed at all.

Nowadays I became so hopeless, don't have any desire to live, always sad and disappointed, etcetera.


I can only entertain myself with play random games on my tablet, or watching cartoons, listen to songs that I already bored of (I used to love it but after listen to it like too many times, you know..)


Maybe when I'm ready I'm gonna tell, why I'm sad, just if I already figured out why, because sometimes, I don't even know why I'm sad.


By the way, in this early new year, there are new few things that popped in my head.

First of, I once find out who's the first blogger ever. Turned out it was a handsome and cheerful young man named Justin Hall. He started blogging on 1994, which is really-really awesome! Then I watch his 40 minutes documentary video about his journey on 20 years doing blogging, and I really-really felt related to him! When I moved to another school in high school (this was 8 years ago), one of my teacher recognize me because he read my blog about my new school. Well, I wrote a lot, including how I didn't like my physics teacher, but thankfully he didn't make a big deal about that :p

Justin's now in his 40s, living a good life as a husband and loving father. He has own youtube channel, and the history knows him as first blogger ever! So cool! (his links.net itself blocked in my country because of the mature contents. thank God there is a thing called VPN)


Second, I'm so touched by the starving sun bears in Bandung Zoo. Gosh, never been this sad to watch the video of them begged for food by visitors. I know, in the province I live, there is also a wildlife park named Tandurusa which kinda neglected too. The video was uploaded two years ago, so I don't know if it already be take care or not. I never went there and wanted to go there but it never happened until now so.. but at least the animals in tandurusa aren't too skinny and begged for food like those poor sun bears. I wish all the best for everything about this alarming event. Especially for the bears.


That's all for today folks. Pardon my fricking grammars. Thank you! Bye!