no i won't tell something obvious
my left lower eyelid is a lil bit swollen and painful. It's because I cried too much for last few days. I have no idea what I'm doing in my life. My mind is full of complexity. My 24th birthday will be in next two weeks. These years had been tough, really-really tough. Why am I too depressed? Suddenly I'm feeling really related to those whom depressed and had suicide thoughts. Because you can't escape, clueless, have no idea where to go, too complicated, and so many other things.
I also don't know why, there is also a little bit spirit to me to just keep going. Eventhough I'm really out of my mind. Because I know, this world, this life itself, is a mystery.
Uhm, is this supposed to be my last post in age 23?
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