man. im bored. feeling like i will quit blogging but where will I release my energy into something useful anymore?
i know at least i should blogging about something worthwhile, not just vent around like an idiot. but, im busy with my real life also, so, I don't enough energy to blogging about things that you considered as useful.
for the rest of my 11 years, im so overproud of my title as a blogger, over 10 years. from middle school till now. I met many cool bloggers, some are became my cyber pals. but it's not the era of blogging anymore. so. yea.
but I think I will keep blogging tho.
sincerely, your 25 year-old girl, 11 year-old blogger. meh.
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1.4.18
almost 11 years
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15.5.13
slughorn
tadi ada professor slughorn alike datang ke kelasku.
bliau cerita dulu masa lalunya, termasuk kejayaannya, jadi ketua ini dan itu blahblahblah..
sebelum mulai memberi kuliah, ditanya dulu "siapa anak dokter disini?" dan aku nyaris pura2 berdiri tapi sebenernya cuma benerin duduk *devillaugh* (aku anak dokter, kaki busuk!alias boong=p)
giliran ngecek absen, dipanggil deh satu persatu. kebanyakan ditanyain "asal mana?" "orangtuanya kerja dimana?". aku berasa dejavu. pernah ketemu org kayak gini tapi lupa siapa dan dimana.
pas giliran aku, "yanty hau-mau", ngeliat yg mana ini orang pun kagak. pdhl aku udh angkat tangan.
beliau cuma fokus di absen trus lanjut absen.
ada yang cucu gubernur lah, keponakan dokter ini itu, itu, anak ketua ini itu..
aku jadi ngerasa hilang, sesuatu yg melekat bgt di aku, kind of sad, but sometimes i love it!
udah ah sekian dan terimakasih. :p
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