Forth leap year in blogosphere

Selamat hari kabisat!!

Senang udah selesai ujian, lagi jalan-jalan di Medan, liat ponakanku, kakakku, dapet jam tangan baru (thank you, Mom)

Seminggu lagi aku bakal meninggalkan umur 26 dan memasuki umur 27. Makin tua, udah mulai encok, harus dewasa, udah mulai kepikiran umur segini masih sekolah, belom berpenghasilan, kayak, aku masih kayak bocah, tapi keadaan yang memaksaku untuk dewasa.

Aku berharap yang terbaik aja. Semoga, apapun yang terjadi, aku tetap sehat dan kuat. Dan tidak lupa, bahagia.

2019 in a post

I want to write a quick review of this year.

So I celebrated new year in hospital, you can see more in here

Thing went well, I finished clerkship in March, and struggled to get things done (OSCE in surgery dept and two weeks in psychiatry) in August.


Finished two months of a tiring thing socalled stase ukmppd.

and now, I must study for pass tryout (AIPKI or tryout held by our faculty) in January so I could join National Examination on February 2020.

29 days left until AIPKI

man, I will spent Holiday studying hard. This a lil bit hard especially after all trauma and drama I went through last week, highly sensitive person like me kind of quite hard to heal, but I will try.

see u next year!

It's November already

One of the memory of Alm. Mr. Rengkung, took by me from my digital camera

May 6th, 2011, he asked me to took a photo of the teachers :')

Few days ago one of my favorite teacher in high school passed away.
He is the only teacher in my life who ever read my blog, when I moved to Manado, I made a blogpost about the comparison of my old school and new school. He once googled our school name for no reason and voila, my blog is right there on google. I found it quite funny actually, and the irony is, I wrote about how I hate my physics teacher for some reason, and I have no idea if he ever read that part or not, but seems like he didn't make a deal out of it.

I'm sad. He went to the hospital few times, but I never got one chance to visit him. And I didn't donate or visit him for the last time in school or his funeral at home. I don't have any money in my ATM (I live with my parents, still in school (read: unemployed), and got allowance daily or only when I go to school (read: hospital). My nephew got hospitalized at that time, so my mom was busy and I didn't want to bother her about the donation. I wanted to go to my high school to see him for the last time, but I was busy for the school things at hospital. So I just can pray from here, he is already safe there, he is the strongest person I ever knew, and he always spread the positive vibes to others.

He inspires me a lot. It makes me wanted to be stronger. Life is just a tiny specks in universe, so do us and all of our problems. Learning for all the life lessons I've been went through, there is one conclusion: Everything is gonna be alright. So, just live the life as it comes. Problems are always there but it wouldn't be last forever.

I'm 26 years young, still fighting with school-life for the sake of the future, and I must be strong. Not only me, but all of us.