2019 ganti birman

SELAMAT TAHUN BARU 2019 YO FELLAZZ!!

Untuk pertama kalinya dalam hidupku,

Aku GA BIKIN RESOLUSI TAHUN BARU.


WHY?

BCOZ IT SUX

I MEANT, AKU PASTI GA BAKAL WUJUDIN

SO, RATHER THAN BE UPSET LATER IN THE END OF THE YEAR, I PREFER TO NOT MAKING ANY



Aku mau cerita how I spent the 00:00


Aku jaga malam tanggal 31 Desember 2018 di UGD kandungan, dari aku balik mandi jam 20ish, aman tentram dan damai. Kami pun nongkrong di depan ruang VK (Verlos Kamer a.k.a Ruang Bersalin Nomal) sambil makan-makan malabar, foto-foto, ketawa-ketawa, tukar kado, nonton Gempita 2019 di SCTV, cerita-cerita


and then............


jam 23.45, 2 PASIEN BARU DATANG.


JADI... JAM 00:00, AKU LAGI PERSIAPAN BUAT BAKAR-BAKAR, BUKAN BAKAR KEMBANG API, TAPI BAKAR URIN


But it's really fun tho. I love it!


Jam 2an, kami pun bakar kembang api sambil pepotoan di balkon belakang lantai 2. Mine was a mess, but gathering with girlfriends doin' a little fun thing is fun.


And I spent most of the day sleeping because I'm too exhausting. Typical introvert.


Hope you guys enjoyed your new day, gbye!

merry fucking christmas!

I DON'T WANT A LOT FOR CHRISTMAS...................


honestly yang aku suka dari "christmas moments" itu justru malam natalnya, bukan hari natalnya.


coz i'm a night person, malam itu identik dengan christmas lights, dan biasanya malam hari kami sekeluarga ngumpul buat foto bareng sehabis ibadah


malam ini (alias kemarin, tanggal 24) sangat hectic u kno


aku pulang stase jam 5 sore (walau udah disuruh pulang dari jam 4), terus karena ada futsal dan deket tempat stase, maka ku jalan ke sana.


baru berani minta izin ke pak boss jam 6 sore


cuaca mendung, pesan gojek gadapet2, akhirnya dapet gocar 82rebu (yang biasanya 30ribuan paling mihil) dan drivernya seniorku tapi karena lagi mumet jadi ku ga ajak dese ngobrol


sampe rumah udah jam 7 malem, cuma cuci muka ganti baju semprot parfum, langsung nyabs ke gereja



hari ini, hari natal, ku cuma keluar ambil makanan catering buat disantap di rumah, dan sorenya ngebioskop bareng adik dan kakakku. how special huh?


sekarang uring-uringan, besok stase pagi, qu masih ingin menikmati christmas vibes but since I enjoyed it too much last year so I failed at one dept and I felt fucking miserable so yea


I'm depressed, broke, and haven't finished my lapkas, berkas, etc

upgrading

last week.

that one unforgettable week.



I was fucking fucked up at that time.

I cried inside all the time.


but thank you

I want to be a psychiatrist because of all those things.
at least I saw a little light in front of me. maybe one day it will change, I never know.

thank you. thank you so much.